Please do hide my identity on this.
My own addiction is masturbation
I can masturbate for Africa
A cousin whom I caught caressing me in my sleep introduced me to it when I was 17 years old and since then l have never looked back
Masturbation made me not to lose my virginity till I got to 25
I had dates and refused sex
I later started having sex but not without masturbation
I got married at 29 and l didn’t stop
I masturbate in front of my husband even during sex.
Whenever I feel horny and he’s not available or in town, l help myself
My husband even went as far as getting me a vibrator to use or we use together and it helped spice up our sexual relationship
I lost my husband a year and some months ago and whenever l feel horny l masturbate.
It’s not been easy because l can’t imagine getting naked in front of another man how much masturbating or even being in a relationship since I’ve decided to move on.
I feel what am doing is wrong but l can’t stop.
Sometimes l feel the zeal to open up to someone about my addiction but l just can’t
This post has really helped me clear my chest and no,am not a lesbian.