I’m in my early twenties and I’ve been dating this guy who’s a year older than I am for almost a year. We’ve never had sex (we’re both virgins) and do not intend to anytime soon. However, we hug and kiss really deep sometimes.
Recently, I noticed he avoids kisses. I asked him about it and he kept saying it’s nothing but still ends up not kissing me. I love to kiss, I really do and he knows this. I got so tired of his excuses and told him I couldn’t continue. I understand he’s trying to do things in line with the scriptures but we never go beyond kissing. He said he didn’t come to this life to kiss and now he’s been ignoring my messages and calls.
I know this is a crazy reason to end a relationship but I just can’t help wanting to kiss him when we’re together yet he keeps making me suppress my emotions. I’m scared I might not even be able to say what I want even if I move on with someone else, it’s that bad. I never cheated on him so looking somewhere else wasn’t an option for me and I’m sure he never cheated too so it wasn’t about him seeing someone else. I just don’t want us ending up as enemies, I don’t want him bearing any grudge against me because he talked about me wanting to leave all along which isn’t true. Please what do I do?
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